November 30.    Today my day was full of working.....
  I have to do something during this long holiday.It was.My father bought me BM to do and said this will improve my BM.I felt this was no way that be.If I do more,I lost more.This makae me memories that I lost someone else around this few years.
  I felt that I was guilty.I lost my granmother that love me very much.That year,no.Every time I didn't took care of her.All the time was she took care of me. 
  So now,she took care a lot of us.And her ownself now had cancer.So,she leave us one day in the hospital.I really wish she was gone.But I wish that she was not gone in the hospital.I wish she was gone in the house.So when she gone that time we can see her one more time.
  I wish the time will go back.So I can take care her,not she take care of me.Here I want to say is,
                                     I'm sorry,granma.
  I wish you can see this right now.Now you had another family and I wish that you will live happily with them.God bless you.
  God bless you all too.Good night everyone.
                                                                                                                                                   22:22p.m.